Dear Hazrat, when most of the people meet me after salam they said to me that “Tell, how are you’’, after listening to this word unintentionally I become angry that whoever meets me only says this word that ‘tell, how are you.’ So I started to find the solution for this, so that, they learn a lesson from my reply. Then Allah instilled a point/ word in my heart that if anybody says to me to tell how are you so I say that I am much worried so the listener gets worried because the way he asked me that question they are sure that other person will say ‘Thanks to Allah’ but when I say that I am worried so he stops and asks why what happened? Then I say in my heart that now you have become into my control, and he will be going to listen to me so just as I said to him that I am worried and I was not lying at that time. (After the attachment with Tasbeeh Khana, it’s a blessing of Allah that I have faced no difficulty, and if I faced any difficulty, Allah keep me in peace due to His Dhikar during that difficulty. That’s why I say that I have faced no difficulty after attaching with Tasbeeh Khana if I face any difficulty, I do not open it to anyone even to my mother, I only explain my sadness to Allah, this is also a distinguishing virtue. Not everyone needs to know about our illnesses and only concerned doctors need to know about the diseases, likewise, after being attached with Tasbeeh khana Alhamdulillah my temperament has become like this that I do not cry about my difficulties in front of everyone, I just say to my Allah in my heart. And now I tell you what I say to the people I meet, I say to them that I am restless because in my culture a type of barefacedness that has spread when I see this I become much restless and other man says yes you are right. This barefacedness is my sadness because our generations have to live here and then I do a lengthy talk with him but there is a thing after that, other man thinks of saying ‘tell me. how are you?’, he knows that this man is out of his mind and he will start again. Several people say to me that I am out of my mind but they do not know that due to this barefacedness what kind of judgment that Allah is imposing on us is affecting all of us, only those who will be saved who will try to stop it and pray for it. Dear Hazrat before marriage I used to sell Nimko from shop to shop, sometimes my gaze was misdirected and I looked towards women whom should I not look at, so a friend of mine has told me a tip, whenever you see any stranger women just say into your heart that this is my mother and sister, I just thought that I should try this tip so whenever I had a first glance on any women, I said at once that this is my mother and sister, it feels like this tip has a magical effect because my feelings have changed at once, this is amazing!
